Hurt deeply

Went out with Jia Yi & Erin today
Wei Shan joined us at a later time
Bought a $23 Fahrenheit book
It was the last one


Time passed.
Father came back
Talked nicely to my brother
Turned his head, saw me
Started scolding
Scolded me the whole time until he went to bed


Sometimes, I enjoyed the times when he wasn't at home
I don't understand
My studies are always better then my brother
My brother doesn't even study
Yet he can talk in such a gentle tone to him
And on me, he uses harsh words
Yeah?
Just because I'm a girl?
He really have no idea that his words hurt